happy thanksgiving

everything.

everting

evrting verything evtng

I haven't posted in this since I moved

I don't know why...I think I am just really internet lazy because I actually have other things to do always. Like working. And eating lots of ice cream and trying to figure out a handheld sewing machine that I knew wouldn't work but bought anyways.

Our studio is in a three story twenties apartment building in little El Salvador/Koreatown. And I am a Beverly Slopes princess.
I feel really weird still. I really miss Doty and Jen. I think we are all soulsisters maybe because we are actually all pretty good at staying friends even if we don't talk everyday. I really miss my mom and dad and Pete. I really don't miss Phoenix/Tempe.
I've been drawing a little bit, just baby bits because I feel silly for the things i like to draw and need to get over that so I can draw a lot. I need to keep myself busy because I have discovered that I get really antsy and feel like I'm procrastinating if I'm not always doing something. This is bad/good/bad bad...maybe good. It's gotten me out of the house even if I just walk aimlessly for three hours. Because then I find funny things and take little snaps of them. But then it makes me really bad at just hanging out at home with Dane. And he likes to do that with me and I also like doing that but my brain is telling me to go on three hour aimless walks. I feel like I have so much I want to do/learn/see/play/walk/play/see and no time to do it but I have lots of time. I need a part of my brain to tell the rest of my brain that I have plenties of time.
This is really silly sounding. This post I mean. I think I am just excited and am just typing the way I hear myself saying these things. I will write more when my nose isn't hot and leaking. For me I guess. Maybe for you too if you are reading this.

I wish I had better pictures but I haven't developed any film yet and all I have are snaps from my cell phone.

i have the bes frawns

I still really only want toys for my birthday

I also really like looking like I live in a Lifetime movie!!!!!!!!!!!!
Annnnnnnnd I miss you.

kevin bacon's sleeping with lauren conrad

please read this and recite it back to me, and then probably forget about it in the morning.

K-hole lol

I smell like goodwill.

All I'm saying is

Let's watch Dumbo

is it because a little part of you wants to be dead

Past Week

cute couples

Today I saw an Indian boy on a pay phone and his voice was very small

And I don't think he really noticed me at all, but I heard him tell the person on the other line that he loved them. Then my jaw started to feel really heavy and I walked down a lot of stairs with my best friend and felt like I was going to fall but knew in my head that things like that never happen when you think they will. Everything was purple and red, I returned my movies and we walked home.

But isn't that strange? No one uses pay phones anymore!

i'm a thief

i steal a lot. so do my frens.
xoxo

Dear cannabis sativa,

I'm never leaving you for a boy again, promise.


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